Overeacting over someone just so fine!!

I really aint the type to overeact when I find someone really good looking. But this is what happened, me and my friend Alicia met up and we went to a well known department store in central London... my friend worked there so we decided to visit, we then went around and I saw a face I recognised... then I looked closer, (they are one of those people that you don't know but only know by face, I never really noticed this person.) But when I saw clear skin, a beautiful bone structure, a nice body.. I just hyperventilated. WTF THAT SOO ISN'T ME! I just thought SHIT !! I am such a loser.. I actually cried.. thats how bad it was.. TALK ABOUT OVEREACTING.



Other than that, bought a nice manbag from river island, however I do not think it will fit my school books.. I might have to use it as a side bag for a while for people in my area to get used to seeing me with THAT particular bag, then I could start holding it in a more comfortable way.. Alicia knows ;) LOL. anyways, today was All things Beautiful :D



Got called Madame twice today GOSH! lool NEVER WILL I CUT MY HAIR IF THATS WHAT YOUR THINKING! LOL

I have a problem.

I cannot take criticism. ITS SO BAD. I have only realised how bad I am, it can get to the point where I can go all naomi campbell on you! I think I need to seek help ha!

!!ROOOOAAAAR!!

Nah I won't attack you but I'll feel like it ;). I feel bad for putting a bad picture of her. Heres a pretty one I found

Vintage!

So I was going through some old clothes and I found these! I would love to experiment walking out and seeing peoples reactions. I found a white turtle neck with baggy sleeves and olive green ,flared trousers. There was also a straw hat!

Every Lil helps

I have come to realise, that small things can make big differences.
One of my close friends Roselyn has done some volunteering work for something called WE ARE WHAT WE DO.
One of the things they suggested was to compliment people. And today at work, I understand how much of a difference it actually makes. I always did try to ask how the cashier people (when I go shopping) how they are or saying good morning etc or I help people.
During my lunch break, there was an old lady making her way out of Marks and Spencers, I could have just left her to go and find my food but I actually opened up the door for her, she then said to me
"Oh thank you soo much, I was talking to myself, saying I couldn't do this." She was so glad, when I saw her face I was happy that I probably made her day.

Sounds selfish saying that "I" probably made her day. But today people complemented my hair, my smile and asked how I was. it actually made my day. Yesterday I was feeling stressed out because I was given extra hours to work today but, those minor compliments really made my day. Maybe if people stopped being so close minded and opened up a bit , maybe you could change someones day. If she saw this video she would kill me but this is Roselyn and Charmaine " We are what we do" LOL. don't hate appreciate their words and ideas. " HEY PICK YOUR DIXY CHICKEN UP" Lmao

Jeremih

When I heard Birthday sex I was like "ayyyy this is a tune!" I was liking it, usually I don't research into artists music but I began to wonder whether his other songs sounded similar to Birthday sex. Then I heard this and I fell in love. CHECK OUT HIS SWAGGER ASWELL... its itee yano. its ite..

BLARGH!

You may think I'm selfish or whatever, but let me just express myself for a bit .If your a close friend and you need something, I will do all I can to make time for you.
But this is whats really bugging me. This summer I have planned my days out with different people so that I can make time for them equally and catch up. NOW this is what is really bugging me. Why is it , yall are all on these last minute arrangements. Saying sorry you can't do this day, but I can do this day, then doing the same thing without any explanation. Now it may not be your fault but I feel as though everyone is doing it. I recovered from my "flu like symptoms" a week ago, are they scared that I'm gonna pass something onto them, do they feel like because I make time for them they leave me as a last resort? I don't know but its just pissing me off because it's disrupting my working schedule, I could be working saving up for something or doing some art work. I feel like this blog is beginning to be a bit of a talking about how I feel blog Lol, sorry if your expecting some criticism on clothing or things, but being human itself is beautiful right? lool Im just chatting crap now.

Anyway! Before I go, being an East London boy, I feel like I'm pressurised to sort of dress down so I don't get noticed, but either way I do get looked at for my "different" look! If I was to have a day out with friends in a local park ,I would wear skinny jeans, a hoodie or a cardigan and my black converses (thats my comfort look). But if I had it my way (considering hot weather) I would wear these!


For me, thats something risky, any man who wears sandals, IS A BRAVE MAN IN MY EYES!

Androgyny in East London

So when I am up West, everyone is different in their sense of style, people dress how they want and look how they feel. Thats what I love about West London, you get to be yourself! in a way.. I do feel however that I am less better looking than most people there , for some reason the majority of people there are nice looking... anyway thats not the point. lool

When I am in East London, especially when I go to work. The amount of looks I get and the amount of people that ask themselves and make it soo obvious JUST TO TAKE THE PISS! " is that a boy or a girl." kmt I don't do anything because I aint the type to fight back, but it just builds up and its like RRRR!!!!

I HAD a friend that I was very very close with, we spoke about almost everything , then people began to question us and our relationship, (it was a guy btw) and its like FUDGE SAKE, just because I'm close with this boy, does not mean I'm gettin lashed and dashed and what not KISS MY EFFIN TEET! All my guy friends that face dat, deal with it and set them straight, but DIS PARTICULAR ONE just cuts me off and what the FUDGE WITH THAT. anywayss minor, YOU can't have friends like that, people that just feel ashamed of you because of who you are. Its their problem not yours, let them deal with it.

Another thing as I finished work, I was walking with my colleague he's a tall ebony skinned man and he's just a friend and all these girls lookin at me kay em teeing me , you know what, if you read this. FUDGE YOU.. when you get into the real world, how you gonna handle things you aint used to. Think to yourself "All things Beautiful" then you may find inner beauty rather than that shit one you have now . Sorry for being rude. I just aint in the mood

The Shaving head thing.

Okay so here we have Amber Rose, Cassie, Amelle and Rihanna. I don't understand what people find so ugly about these women's haircuts! A lot of people rely on their hair to look beautiful but this just comes to show that these women can be beautiful with not much hair. Amber Rose, I don't think many people complain about her look but her shaved head really brings out her face and she looks sexy!! I know a girl who's done Cassie's look so it isn't that original, but I like what Cassie did, to me it comes across as rebelling against those who just constantly critisize her and saying " YEAH this is me, this is what I think is cool, if you don't agree FUCK OFF!" lol I dunno if thats what she had in mind but that would be a reason for me to shave it off. When I saw Amelles hair in that Tinchy Stryder video I thought, oh dear what has she done!! but I actually grew to like it... now with Rihanna, I really dunno what to say, the picture I have isn't a good one and a lot of the other pics I have seen aren't as flattering, maybe I will grow to like it.

I THINK people think these hairstyles are ugly because they are SOOoO used to seeing WEAVE WEAVE WEAVE on all these women in music videos, so cmon guys, lets be a little open minded and let these people express themselves with their hair. As a male with long hair, I get people who compliment me and a few that critisize (usually drunks ;) lol) but I just let people say what they want, this is my hair, my body, I do what I want with it, as long as your respectful of yourself and others, thats All things Beautiful to me LOL. (I'm tryna make that my lil ending thing haha)

<3 Victoria Secret 2005 <3

Out of all the Victoria secret fashion shows I have seen. This has to be my favourite one.

Things I find annoying.

I am just so bored.

1. People that give the silent treatment when they are pissed with you... get over it you little child

2. People that give off a vibe that they are ashamed to be around you. If thats how you feel then I rather you stay away, then have to "put up with me."

3. When the milk expires. I'm just too lazy to go out and get milk.

4. People that eat with their mouth open and have food spitting all over the place.
I mean, those ones that make reaaallly really loud noises!

5. Do you really have to stare when I when I say " oHH this is nice." basically I was in a shop with friends and I noticed, whenever I said " Oh wow that looks nice ." someone would immediately look and stare at what your holding. LOL try it out sometime, it always happens.

other than that (I'll add to the list), All things Beautiful. I'm getting lazy now, I need to sleep. okay I'm chatting shit now.


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LOL what a coincidence

Knock you down was playing just as I posted my previous post. LOVE the video, Neyo rocks this song, Kanye West rocks my socks, Keri hilson rocks at being hot. A song for 2009 Summer Oh yeahh! p.s the song was released a longg time ago, but it still feels like it was just released yesterday. I don't think I will get over the Knock you down phase for a while.

Just a TOTALLY Random post

Okay, so its the summer holiday and I think I recovered from swine flu. I dunno, this whole "flu like symptom" thing is just a softer way of saying you have swine flu. But I am Okay now! So I've been dragged back to work and I am wondering what to do for my summer holidays. I decided to be a bit more productive (wanting to be a fashion designer, I felt like I needed to have that drive), I looked up a lot of designers and celebrities styles and I was really inspired. I will talk about those designers another time when I am confident enough to know what I'm talking about. But I would like to appreciate some things.