Open up ,Open up some HAPPINES!

It does try to sell Coke, but you have to admit, it is a happy song lol

THIS REAAALLY MADE MY DAY!!! :)))

SO CUTEEE

New Wonder girls?

Okay I can't compare them to Wonder girls coz I love them to bits, but these girls are pretty interesting! I don't like how they are all sooo youngg!!! It makes me feel Old loool. But songs pretty catchy and the androgynous girl rapper is pretty hot. Its new aswell so thats pretty cool. Dress sense is new and pretty cool.
But I feel the girls are singing bullshit. Sooo cmonn, to be good you have to sing about something interesting.. My preference anyway lol

Btw Guyss, my art work was not praised by the teacherss , sad times mann... but its for my own good sooo yeahh. gottalearn2love

David Downton WOW

I said I was going to talk about David Downton and first of all let me just say I am in love with his work, its very bold and it is easy to point out which are his works. Recently I have started my A2 art courswork and I want to revolve it around fashion and I have discovered David Downton and immediately adored all his pieces. I decided to try and imitate his work, then afterwards from the technique he used, I tried doing my own working off images.

Here are a few pieces I studied of his. (This is my attempt)




And here are my versions. LOL They obviously aren't as good as his but he has really inspired and made a difference on my water colour painting techniques.





gottalearn2love.x

WHAT A PRICK!!

The people that walk into my shop.. As I said before make comments, I brush it off. But this one reallyyyy pisssed me off. He was a jamaican man (I can tell, no offence) who probably does things like this in his spare time...



He doesn't know me, looks me up and down and tells me my mama deserves a slap. WHAT A PRICK I haven't done anything TO HIM! and he is making disgusting comments like that how dare he. He probably is assuming I am gay (he doesn't know me to decide) and making comments like that when he damn right was checkin out my sexy ass while cursin me.
EURGH anyways on a lighter note.. TRUEE BLOOD , is the best. Lovin Lafayette played by Nelsan Ellis who is an amazing actor in my opinion. Anna Paquin is amazing aswell, they should have given her more lines in the X-men movies and I am used to her blonde look now it makes her look softer and more feminine whereas the dark brown makes her look sexy ,harsh and mysterious.







A treat for you ladiesss!! Terrel Carter

WHOOPS maybe not, I dunno how late I am with this rumour but apparently he is gay.



BUT WHATEVER MAN if he is , he is, if hes not then its just rumours init. But whatever leave him alone, either way, he'll still be gettin vajayjays or shlongs(more than the haters out there ima tell you that). gottalearn2love x ;)

True Blood is Too Sexy

Addicted to True blood AND DAMNNNN i love this character. Can't wait for season 2.

DAYUM!

Okay So its a hot day, I'm sitting here aspiring to be a fashion designer and I'm admiring and doing studies of David Downton's artwork. Which may I say is incredibly beautiful. I'm going to blog about David Downton when i'm finished doing my studies. But I was thinking to myself. I was thinking, what type of models would I want to model my clothes that I would make. I went on model mayhem (this website I joined as a model) and I found ...



Anthony Kaye - I have seen him in music videos, concerts and adverts. And he does FASHION NOW. His eyes are amazing and he's a dancer aswell :D... Sorry let me breathe LOL!





Omahyra Mota , a gorgeous androgynous model. She can pull off looking like the opposite sex and she would still look hot! I saw her in the X-men movie and thought she was wierd looking at first. But she is actually quite hot! If I were a model, I wouldn't be able to be androgynous without my hair. In think most of my "beauty" as people say is from my hair LOL thanks mum!

ahhhh :))))

Sad times

I went to the place where I applied (Topman selfridges). And I asked the guy when i would get feedback, and he said its been a while so its likely that it was thrown away or something along those lines. Ahh I guess its okay , I just need to move on and try somewhere else, I think I need to cry for a bit lol . Never givee up hope though ! On the other hand bought some skinny trousers from them for college. I hope I'm allowed to wear it :)



Its made of viscose and polyester. Its so comfortable xD

New experiences Through family time :)

Hey! Even though you can't choose who you have in your family and even though there are some tough times. I love my family very much!! Being the youngest out of four I did feel left out, I'm only in my teens and they were in their early thirties enjoying life and happily married with kids but yesterday I got asked to come out with my cousin and my siblings to go for a haunted walk! We did the Friday Haunted London walk. heres a link.
http://www.walks.com/Homepage/Fridays_Walks/default.aspx#12896
I was expecting it to be very cheesy and it was, but entertainingly cheesy lol! I did also discover a lot of things I never knew about London. I lived here all my life and the stories and hidden gems of London were amazing. It is worth it!







Went to Debden Campsite aswell, its a nice area with lots of free space. Me and my family only went there for a BBQ but I wouldn't mind having a nice sleepover on the field. We brought a lot of food and the BBQ thing. There are 7 fields which i guess have their own rules. One which is a kids area, an overnight area, reserved spots etc. Check it out. ahhh theres a lot of things out there that are worth trying out and discovering, gottalearn2love ;p.

If your man isn't doing good by you.... SHOP AROUND

This is not directed on anyone specifically. But as a friend to some people going through this. You cannot have someone in your life who:

1. Makes you feel small and shit.
Realise you are not, you are just as precious as any other human being. Who are they! to make you feel like that.

2. Takes you for a fool.
If they are playing around with other people (you know what I damn right mean) then don't allow it, your in a relationship with this person YOU should be the one they stay intimate with.

I cant be bothered to write anymore, but baby gurl/boy. If you aint happy with how they are treating you, sit them down and tell them. If they aren't taking it seriously or don't change, Delete their number, Delete them on your social networking shit, Delete them outta your life because YOU can do better, YOU deserve to be with someone who takes care of you and what not.

BEFORE YOU LOVE SOMEONE, LOVE YOURSELF.
pause my playlist and listen to some DC nahmean.

gottalearn2love . x

A busy week.

While I haven't been blogging may I recommend that for the summer you visit BOURNEMOUTH. I would like to thank Christine Lau for organising the day out. Tickets were only 15 pound by train (under 18's ticket).



Things I enjoyed there
It is clean, you'll only find the odd seaweed. The sea is also beautiful and clear BUT it was cold lol! We did a lot of digging and I met new people :D great stuff.



Things I didn't enjoy
Food was a bit pricey so I suggest you bring packed lunch, you could purchase KFC but the line might be a bit long lol.

It was a great day. I also NEED to get out of my job, I know I should be lucky that I already have a job but I know I love the people I work with but the pay isn't enough to support things I need. I also need to get inspiration if I want to become a fashion designer, I can get inspiration anywhere but I need to see what the latest trends are in the shops. I applied in Selfridges on Monday in TOPMAN, they accepted my cv but theres no calls from them :( I think working in a department store gives me a lot more variety to be inspired by. The shop I currently work in.. no offence to you has the normal jeans , t-shirt and jumper.. wow (sarcasm). But yeah I hope I at least get an interview or they at least call me :/. I even put a yellow paper clip to stand out LOL!


Was discussing with my friend MELODY if a guy crossing his legs is wierd , I dunno I think its comfortable lmao! (sadistic much hah)

WOK in a BOX situated near MASH, its a nice place if your feeling peckish for chinese food.
Thats all I have been up to recently. :)

Things that are on my mind.

I need to step up my game! In so many ways.

1. Career
If I want to become a fashion designer, there is a lot I can do to gain experience, because gaining experience is the main thing at the moment. All I have been doing is my art coursework and that involves looking at different patterns and working from artists and from fashion magazines. I need to look into places that I can visit aswell that can give me a taste of the fashion industry. All I need now is A LOT of determination. Lord help me! lol... I can do it!

2. Money
Its quite sad but I need money lool! I been trying to get extra hours and my pay is really shit... well in this economic crisis, I have to appreciate this dumb job. I really wanna work in Selfridges though, pays good, I can interact with a lot of people it would be better than the job I have now. Ahh I need to fix up my cv.

3. Personal Life
First of all my friends, family and faith come first. Family , just because my siblings are all married, doesn't mean when they all hang out it has to be called "couples day." Ahh well, at least they all have a close relationship and I still see them. Faith, I have my own relationship with God, the priest in my church is quite boring though, I miss the old priests they were happy all the time and knew how to tell a good story with you learning something! I am Catholic but the main commandment in my life is to love one another and now.. how can that be my main commandment when I am hating on certain people. thats real bad! I won't say I am hating though, just disliking. oh well, one can't please everyone can one!

I am feeelingg this singer. Just type in Lydia Paek in youtube! and the guy on the guitar, just type in ilajil i think

This is what I get for being giggly!

I'm still recovering from my laughing fit from seeing that gorgeous creature yesterday and I saw quite a few today, I think I like my London City people, the swagger and everything WOW. Saw one come into my shop... I work like in the ghetto but this one just came from MASH, a nice store situated around tottenham court road in the city and I was like YESSS YOU ARE MY NUMBER 2 lmao. SEE I have been soo happy! since yesterday then as I'm shaving, I get a NICEE CUT ACROSS MY CHIN!!! a nice big cut that loves to bleed.. aahhh well, thats what I get for being giggly giggly! If you dunno bout mash anad your ever in central London heres a map!

Was watching Barbara Windsor on Alan carrs chat show chattyman. WOW she is still gorgeous and lovable!!! for 73!

Overeacting over someone just so fine!!

I really aint the type to overeact when I find someone really good looking. But this is what happened, me and my friend Alicia met up and we went to a well known department store in central London... my friend worked there so we decided to visit, we then went around and I saw a face I recognised... then I looked closer, (they are one of those people that you don't know but only know by face, I never really noticed this person.) But when I saw clear skin, a beautiful bone structure, a nice body.. I just hyperventilated. WTF THAT SOO ISN'T ME! I just thought SHIT !! I am such a loser.. I actually cried.. thats how bad it was.. TALK ABOUT OVEREACTING.



Other than that, bought a nice manbag from river island, however I do not think it will fit my school books.. I might have to use it as a side bag for a while for people in my area to get used to seeing me with THAT particular bag, then I could start holding it in a more comfortable way.. Alicia knows ;) LOL. anyways, today was All things Beautiful :D



Got called Madame twice today GOSH! lool NEVER WILL I CUT MY HAIR IF THATS WHAT YOUR THINKING! LOL

I have a problem.

I cannot take criticism. ITS SO BAD. I have only realised how bad I am, it can get to the point where I can go all naomi campbell on you! I think I need to seek help ha!

!!ROOOOAAAAR!!

Nah I won't attack you but I'll feel like it ;). I feel bad for putting a bad picture of her. Heres a pretty one I found

Vintage!

So I was going through some old clothes and I found these! I would love to experiment walking out and seeing peoples reactions. I found a white turtle neck with baggy sleeves and olive green ,flared trousers. There was also a straw hat!

Every Lil helps

I have come to realise, that small things can make big differences.
One of my close friends Roselyn has done some volunteering work for something called WE ARE WHAT WE DO.
One of the things they suggested was to compliment people. And today at work, I understand how much of a difference it actually makes. I always did try to ask how the cashier people (when I go shopping) how they are or saying good morning etc or I help people.
During my lunch break, there was an old lady making her way out of Marks and Spencers, I could have just left her to go and find my food but I actually opened up the door for her, she then said to me
"Oh thank you soo much, I was talking to myself, saying I couldn't do this." She was so glad, when I saw her face I was happy that I probably made her day.

Sounds selfish saying that "I" probably made her day. But today people complemented my hair, my smile and asked how I was. it actually made my day. Yesterday I was feeling stressed out because I was given extra hours to work today but, those minor compliments really made my day. Maybe if people stopped being so close minded and opened up a bit , maybe you could change someones day. If she saw this video she would kill me but this is Roselyn and Charmaine " We are what we do" LOL. don't hate appreciate their words and ideas. " HEY PICK YOUR DIXY CHICKEN UP" Lmao

Jeremih

When I heard Birthday sex I was like "ayyyy this is a tune!" I was liking it, usually I don't research into artists music but I began to wonder whether his other songs sounded similar to Birthday sex. Then I heard this and I fell in love. CHECK OUT HIS SWAGGER ASWELL... its itee yano. its ite..

BLARGH!

You may think I'm selfish or whatever, but let me just express myself for a bit .If your a close friend and you need something, I will do all I can to make time for you.
But this is whats really bugging me. This summer I have planned my days out with different people so that I can make time for them equally and catch up. NOW this is what is really bugging me. Why is it , yall are all on these last minute arrangements. Saying sorry you can't do this day, but I can do this day, then doing the same thing without any explanation. Now it may not be your fault but I feel as though everyone is doing it. I recovered from my "flu like symptoms" a week ago, are they scared that I'm gonna pass something onto them, do they feel like because I make time for them they leave me as a last resort? I don't know but its just pissing me off because it's disrupting my working schedule, I could be working saving up for something or doing some art work. I feel like this blog is beginning to be a bit of a talking about how I feel blog Lol, sorry if your expecting some criticism on clothing or things, but being human itself is beautiful right? lool Im just chatting crap now.

Anyway! Before I go, being an East London boy, I feel like I'm pressurised to sort of dress down so I don't get noticed, but either way I do get looked at for my "different" look! If I was to have a day out with friends in a local park ,I would wear skinny jeans, a hoodie or a cardigan and my black converses (thats my comfort look). But if I had it my way (considering hot weather) I would wear these!


For me, thats something risky, any man who wears sandals, IS A BRAVE MAN IN MY EYES!

Androgyny in East London

So when I am up West, everyone is different in their sense of style, people dress how they want and look how they feel. Thats what I love about West London, you get to be yourself! in a way.. I do feel however that I am less better looking than most people there , for some reason the majority of people there are nice looking... anyway thats not the point. lool

When I am in East London, especially when I go to work. The amount of looks I get and the amount of people that ask themselves and make it soo obvious JUST TO TAKE THE PISS! " is that a boy or a girl." kmt I don't do anything because I aint the type to fight back, but it just builds up and its like RRRR!!!!

I HAD a friend that I was very very close with, we spoke about almost everything , then people began to question us and our relationship, (it was a guy btw) and its like FUDGE SAKE, just because I'm close with this boy, does not mean I'm gettin lashed and dashed and what not KISS MY EFFIN TEET! All my guy friends that face dat, deal with it and set them straight, but DIS PARTICULAR ONE just cuts me off and what the FUDGE WITH THAT. anywayss minor, YOU can't have friends like that, people that just feel ashamed of you because of who you are. Its their problem not yours, let them deal with it.

Another thing as I finished work, I was walking with my colleague he's a tall ebony skinned man and he's just a friend and all these girls lookin at me kay em teeing me , you know what, if you read this. FUDGE YOU.. when you get into the real world, how you gonna handle things you aint used to. Think to yourself "All things Beautiful" then you may find inner beauty rather than that shit one you have now . Sorry for being rude. I just aint in the mood

The Shaving head thing.

Okay so here we have Amber Rose, Cassie, Amelle and Rihanna. I don't understand what people find so ugly about these women's haircuts! A lot of people rely on their hair to look beautiful but this just comes to show that these women can be beautiful with not much hair. Amber Rose, I don't think many people complain about her look but her shaved head really brings out her face and she looks sexy!! I know a girl who's done Cassie's look so it isn't that original, but I like what Cassie did, to me it comes across as rebelling against those who just constantly critisize her and saying " YEAH this is me, this is what I think is cool, if you don't agree FUCK OFF!" lol I dunno if thats what she had in mind but that would be a reason for me to shave it off. When I saw Amelles hair in that Tinchy Stryder video I thought, oh dear what has she done!! but I actually grew to like it... now with Rihanna, I really dunno what to say, the picture I have isn't a good one and a lot of the other pics I have seen aren't as flattering, maybe I will grow to like it.

I THINK people think these hairstyles are ugly because they are SOOoO used to seeing WEAVE WEAVE WEAVE on all these women in music videos, so cmon guys, lets be a little open minded and let these people express themselves with their hair. As a male with long hair, I get people who compliment me and a few that critisize (usually drunks ;) lol) but I just let people say what they want, this is my hair, my body, I do what I want with it, as long as your respectful of yourself and others, thats All things Beautiful to me LOL. (I'm tryna make that my lil ending thing haha)

<3 Victoria Secret 2005 <3

Out of all the Victoria secret fashion shows I have seen. This has to be my favourite one.

Things I find annoying.

I am just so bored.

1. People that give the silent treatment when they are pissed with you... get over it you little child

2. People that give off a vibe that they are ashamed to be around you. If thats how you feel then I rather you stay away, then have to "put up with me."

3. When the milk expires. I'm just too lazy to go out and get milk.

4. People that eat with their mouth open and have food spitting all over the place.
I mean, those ones that make reaaallly really loud noises!

5. Do you really have to stare when I when I say " oHH this is nice." basically I was in a shop with friends and I noticed, whenever I said " Oh wow that looks nice ." someone would immediately look and stare at what your holding. LOL try it out sometime, it always happens.

other than that (I'll add to the list), All things Beautiful. I'm getting lazy now, I need to sleep. okay I'm chatting shit now.


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http://www.youtube.com/user/communitychannel

Her videos make me laugh. :)

LOL what a coincidence

Knock you down was playing just as I posted my previous post. LOVE the video, Neyo rocks this song, Kanye West rocks my socks, Keri hilson rocks at being hot. A song for 2009 Summer Oh yeahh! p.s the song was released a longg time ago, but it still feels like it was just released yesterday. I don't think I will get over the Knock you down phase for a while.

Just a TOTALLY Random post

Okay, so its the summer holiday and I think I recovered from swine flu. I dunno, this whole "flu like symptom" thing is just a softer way of saying you have swine flu. But I am Okay now! So I've been dragged back to work and I am wondering what to do for my summer holidays. I decided to be a bit more productive (wanting to be a fashion designer, I felt like I needed to have that drive), I looked up a lot of designers and celebrities styles and I was really inspired. I will talk about those designers another time when I am confident enough to know what I'm talking about. But I would like to appreciate some things.