Things that are on my mind.

I need to step up my game! In so many ways.

1. Career
If I want to become a fashion designer, there is a lot I can do to gain experience, because gaining experience is the main thing at the moment. All I have been doing is my art coursework and that involves looking at different patterns and working from artists and from fashion magazines. I need to look into places that I can visit aswell that can give me a taste of the fashion industry. All I need now is A LOT of determination. Lord help me! lol... I can do it!

2. Money
Its quite sad but I need money lool! I been trying to get extra hours and my pay is really shit... well in this economic crisis, I have to appreciate this dumb job. I really wanna work in Selfridges though, pays good, I can interact with a lot of people it would be better than the job I have now. Ahh I need to fix up my cv.

3. Personal Life
First of all my friends, family and faith come first. Family , just because my siblings are all married, doesn't mean when they all hang out it has to be called "couples day." Ahh well, at least they all have a close relationship and I still see them. Faith, I have my own relationship with God, the priest in my church is quite boring though, I miss the old priests they were happy all the time and knew how to tell a good story with you learning something! I am Catholic but the main commandment in my life is to love one another and now.. how can that be my main commandment when I am hating on certain people. thats real bad! I won't say I am hating though, just disliking. oh well, one can't please everyone can one!

I am feeelingg this singer. Just type in Lydia Paek in youtube! and the guy on the guitar, just type in ilajil i think