True Blood is Too Sexy

Addicted to True blood AND DAMNNNN i love this character. Can't wait for season 2.

DAYUM!

Okay So its a hot day, I'm sitting here aspiring to be a fashion designer and I'm admiring and doing studies of David Downton's artwork. Which may I say is incredibly beautiful. I'm going to blog about David Downton when i'm finished doing my studies. But I was thinking to myself. I was thinking, what type of models would I want to model my clothes that I would make. I went on model mayhem (this website I joined as a model) and I found ...



Anthony Kaye - I have seen him in music videos, concerts and adverts. And he does FASHION NOW. His eyes are amazing and he's a dancer aswell :D... Sorry let me breathe LOL!





Omahyra Mota , a gorgeous androgynous model. She can pull off looking like the opposite sex and she would still look hot! I saw her in the X-men movie and thought she was wierd looking at first. But she is actually quite hot! If I were a model, I wouldn't be able to be androgynous without my hair. In think most of my "beauty" as people say is from my hair LOL thanks mum!

ahhhh :))))

Sad times

I went to the place where I applied (Topman selfridges). And I asked the guy when i would get feedback, and he said its been a while so its likely that it was thrown away or something along those lines. Ahh I guess its okay , I just need to move on and try somewhere else, I think I need to cry for a bit lol . Never givee up hope though ! On the other hand bought some skinny trousers from them for college. I hope I'm allowed to wear it :)



Its made of viscose and polyester. Its so comfortable xD

New experiences Through family time :)

Hey! Even though you can't choose who you have in your family and even though there are some tough times. I love my family very much!! Being the youngest out of four I did feel left out, I'm only in my teens and they were in their early thirties enjoying life and happily married with kids but yesterday I got asked to come out with my cousin and my siblings to go for a haunted walk! We did the Friday Haunted London walk. heres a link.
http://www.walks.com/Homepage/Fridays_Walks/default.aspx#12896
I was expecting it to be very cheesy and it was, but entertainingly cheesy lol! I did also discover a lot of things I never knew about London. I lived here all my life and the stories and hidden gems of London were amazing. It is worth it!







Went to Debden Campsite aswell, its a nice area with lots of free space. Me and my family only went there for a BBQ but I wouldn't mind having a nice sleepover on the field. We brought a lot of food and the BBQ thing. There are 7 fields which i guess have their own rules. One which is a kids area, an overnight area, reserved spots etc. Check it out. ahhh theres a lot of things out there that are worth trying out and discovering, gottalearn2love ;p.

If your man isn't doing good by you.... SHOP AROUND

This is not directed on anyone specifically. But as a friend to some people going through this. You cannot have someone in your life who:

1. Makes you feel small and shit.
Realise you are not, you are just as precious as any other human being. Who are they! to make you feel like that.

2. Takes you for a fool.
If they are playing around with other people (you know what I damn right mean) then don't allow it, your in a relationship with this person YOU should be the one they stay intimate with.

I cant be bothered to write anymore, but baby gurl/boy. If you aint happy with how they are treating you, sit them down and tell them. If they aren't taking it seriously or don't change, Delete their number, Delete them on your social networking shit, Delete them outta your life because YOU can do better, YOU deserve to be with someone who takes care of you and what not.

BEFORE YOU LOVE SOMEONE, LOVE YOURSELF.
pause my playlist and listen to some DC nahmean.

gottalearn2love . x

A busy week.

While I haven't been blogging may I recommend that for the summer you visit BOURNEMOUTH. I would like to thank Christine Lau for organising the day out. Tickets were only 15 pound by train (under 18's ticket).



Things I enjoyed there
It is clean, you'll only find the odd seaweed. The sea is also beautiful and clear BUT it was cold lol! We did a lot of digging and I met new people :D great stuff.



Things I didn't enjoy
Food was a bit pricey so I suggest you bring packed lunch, you could purchase KFC but the line might be a bit long lol.

It was a great day. I also NEED to get out of my job, I know I should be lucky that I already have a job but I know I love the people I work with but the pay isn't enough to support things I need. I also need to get inspiration if I want to become a fashion designer, I can get inspiration anywhere but I need to see what the latest trends are in the shops. I applied in Selfridges on Monday in TOPMAN, they accepted my cv but theres no calls from them :( I think working in a department store gives me a lot more variety to be inspired by. The shop I currently work in.. no offence to you has the normal jeans , t-shirt and jumper.. wow (sarcasm). But yeah I hope I at least get an interview or they at least call me :/. I even put a yellow paper clip to stand out LOL!


Was discussing with my friend MELODY if a guy crossing his legs is wierd , I dunno I think its comfortable lmao! (sadistic much hah)

WOK in a BOX situated near MASH, its a nice place if your feeling peckish for chinese food.
Thats all I have been up to recently. :)

Things that are on my mind.

I need to step up my game! In so many ways.

1. Career
If I want to become a fashion designer, there is a lot I can do to gain experience, because gaining experience is the main thing at the moment. All I have been doing is my art coursework and that involves looking at different patterns and working from artists and from fashion magazines. I need to look into places that I can visit aswell that can give me a taste of the fashion industry. All I need now is A LOT of determination. Lord help me! lol... I can do it!

2. Money
Its quite sad but I need money lool! I been trying to get extra hours and my pay is really shit... well in this economic crisis, I have to appreciate this dumb job. I really wanna work in Selfridges though, pays good, I can interact with a lot of people it would be better than the job I have now. Ahh I need to fix up my cv.

3. Personal Life
First of all my friends, family and faith come first. Family , just because my siblings are all married, doesn't mean when they all hang out it has to be called "couples day." Ahh well, at least they all have a close relationship and I still see them. Faith, I have my own relationship with God, the priest in my church is quite boring though, I miss the old priests they were happy all the time and knew how to tell a good story with you learning something! I am Catholic but the main commandment in my life is to love one another and now.. how can that be my main commandment when I am hating on certain people. thats real bad! I won't say I am hating though, just disliking. oh well, one can't please everyone can one!

I am feeelingg this singer. Just type in Lydia Paek in youtube! and the guy on the guitar, just type in ilajil i think

This is what I get for being giggly!

I'm still recovering from my laughing fit from seeing that gorgeous creature yesterday and I saw quite a few today, I think I like my London City people, the swagger and everything WOW. Saw one come into my shop... I work like in the ghetto but this one just came from MASH, a nice store situated around tottenham court road in the city and I was like YESSS YOU ARE MY NUMBER 2 lmao. SEE I have been soo happy! since yesterday then as I'm shaving, I get a NICEE CUT ACROSS MY CHIN!!! a nice big cut that loves to bleed.. aahhh well, thats what I get for being giggly giggly! If you dunno bout mash anad your ever in central London heres a map!

Was watching Barbara Windsor on Alan carrs chat show chattyman. WOW she is still gorgeous and lovable!!! for 73!